TIME FOR QUOTES!

PERFECTION SOMETIMES MAKES EVERYTHING LOOKS IMPERFECT, IMPERFECTION SOMETIMES MAKES EVERYTHING LOOKS PERFECT

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TIME FOR QUOTES!

YOU WILL INVITE TROUBLES FOR BEING TOO HONEST

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MY BABES

These 4 persons complete my life. They’re all deserve the same. My babes have their good and bad things but mostly they bring good things to me. Nobody’s perfect. I believe that ‘Perfection sometimes makes everything looks imperfect, and imperfection sometimes makes everything looks perfect.’ They always been there for me in good and bad times. They never left me behind. We all share our silly story and problems with each other. They’re great listeners. When I’m depressed, they always lend their shoulders for me to cry on. We LOVE gossiping. That’s what girls do right? Let me share with you a little bit about my girls:

Miss MiraHaz

Okay. First of all I want to introduce this attractive girl to you. Her name is Amirah Hazwani. She’s not only attractive but she’s really friendly and warm-hearted person. When I have any problem, no matter if it’s about my study, family or even anything, she’ll always listen and gives a great feedback. She’s like a counselor and a tutor to me. I’m also close to her family. They treat me like their own family. When my parents have emergency situations they never ever doubt to let me stay at their house. What so special about her is she’s a good baker. There’re plenty of my schoolmates order her cupcakes. She’s also creative. I really love the decorations on top of the cupcakes. She doesn’t only sells cupcakes, but she also sells tarts and cookies. I heart them so much especially her tarts and cheesecakes. MMMMMMMM!!!!! Delicious! I love you babe:)

Miss Eyesya

This stunning girl also is my babe. She goes by the name Siti Aisyah. She’s my best classmate ever. She has a great social skill. She’s my rival at school. What I envy of her is that even though she studies and plays just as much as I am in class, she always has a better result especially in Add Math. She’s an ‘Add Math Maniac’. She’s the one that makes me boost  my effort on study. Insyaallah we both will succeed. Before I got to know her, I thought she’s a hoity-toity person. Trust me, when you get to know her, you’ll find that she’s so funny and can get along really well. She’s good at playing jokes! She always be the girl that she is. I love you too, babe!

Miss EE

Bebeh! I tend to call her like that. LOL. Her name is Puteri Elia Elina. I only know her for less than a year. I found that she’s a fantastic girl. I adore her when she smiles. She has cute dimples on both sides of her cheek. We always share about both of our relationship with our partners. She understands me so well. We hug and hold hands with each other at all times. Others thought that we’re such a ‘lovely couple’. Hee :D I love you three, babe!

Miss Piqa

This bright girl is Syafiqah Irdina. She’s an intelligent person. She also has a lot of admirers. There’s no doubt about that because she’s so pretty. I always miss her because she’s staying at hostel. I can only meet her on school breaks. She’s a fun girl to hang out with. She’s such a fascinating girl! I love you four, babe!

Even though we’ll not be on the same path when we get out from school, I hope our friendship will always last. We might change at future but I know I won’t forget you. Lotssssss of love from me, babes! Xoxo<3

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3 WISHES

If I was given three wishes, I wonder what they would be? I had so many wishes that I dreamed they would become true. First and foremost, I terribly wish that my mother will get well and healthy again. Even though she’s at the age of 43, she had suffered from heart disease. Actually, she has this heart disease since she was young. However, she can still lead a healthy life. The doctors said that they cannot detect any problems with her heart. That’s why not like other patients, she can still lead a normal life, get married and have four kids. Everything started last year. I was very happy when I heard the good news that we were going to have a new soul in our family. My mother was going to have a baby! However, after almost seven month she carried her baby, a sad incident happened. I’ll never forget the day when she came home from work, she started vomiting. It was not usual like any other pregnant women. Then she screamed because her stomach hurt. I could feel that she’s in so much pain. My dad brought her to the hospital. I kept praying that nothing bad will happen. After a few days in the hospital, my siblings and I heard the news that my mum had delivered a baby. It was a baby boy! We were so excited. She’d delivered my brother at the ICU. I really wish that I could have a younger brother and I did have one but not for so long. I couldn’t even see my brother when he was born. Suddenly, everything turned out wrong. After four days, my brother had died because of his premature born. My mum was in a critical state and she had to stay in the ICU for twelve days. It was a really tough moment for us. Luckily, she survived but she hadn’t fully recovered from her pain. About a month ago, my mum did a check up and the doctor said her heart was not at the normal position. I really wish that her heart will become normal again. I can’t bare to see her in pain.

Beside that, I wish that I’m a billionaire. There are so many things that you can do when you become a billionaire, isn’t it? With that large amount of money, I can travel all over the world. I can go for ‘Haji’ with my family. I also can go to any places that I want to go such as Paris, Korea, Rome and many more. I can learn their cultures, beliefs and lifestyles. Furthermore, I can buy a big house for a comfortable living. I’m a Liverpool die hard fan. With the money, I can buy everything that’s connected to Liverpool fc. As a conclusion, everything in the world today needs money. Even if you need to go to the public toilet, you still need to have money, right?

Last but not least, I wish that I can do so many things in life. I want to have a good profession and a big and happy family. I’m not greedy to do so many things in life but at least, when I’m at my last breath I will not regret myself. At that moment, I will thank God for letting me live. I don’t want to waste my life for nothing. I’ll think back of all the things I did in my life before I die.

I think I’d list all my main three wishes. I really wish that all my wishes come true and I’ll be very thankful :)

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WE DON'T ALWAYS GET WHAT WE WANT, BUT THERE MUST BE A REASON BEHIND THAT

It is natural for people to dream about something and want everything that they dreamed to happen. But it’s not always happen, right? Sometimes, we just have the feeling to be another person because we don’t get what we want the most. I myself sometimes feel the same way. But when we don’t get what we want just tell ourselves to look for the bright side. 

Sometimes, we want to be pretty. We always envy of others for being so beautiful. We feel that their life are perfect enough to born as pretty women. We always ask ourselves, ‘Why am I not born pretty?’ But look at the positive side, there must be a reason why we’re not born as a beautiful girl. 

Another times, we always busy searching for a good-looking guy to be our perfect man. When we were younger, we dreamed to marry a ‘prince charming’. We always ask ourselves, ‘Why can’t I ever get one?’. But then again, look at the positive side, there must be a reason behind that.

Beside that, we always fight to be the NUMBER 1 especially in examination. When we don’t get to be the number 1 and what make it worst is when our result sucks and we get scold by our parents, we always ask ourselves, ‘Why am I not smart like others?’, and again look at the positive side.

Lastly, we always get jealous of others who have a happy, rich and successful family. When we look at ourselves, we only have an ordinary family and we found nothing more special about our lives. We always ask ourselves, ‘Why can’t I be someone else?’

But, did we ever asked ourselves about every little good things that ever happened in our lives? We may not be pretty or gorgeous like others, but it’s not very important. What necessary is to have a beautiful heart and just be ourselves. We may not get a good-looking guy, but we may have a nice guy who will love us with all of his heart and take a good care of us. We may not be the NUMBER 1, but that doesn’t mean we are useless. We may not have a perfect family and life, but we have all the persons that love us. Our mum and dad, brothers and sisters, and all our friends. Life is not what we always expect it to be. When we don’t get or achieve what we dreamed of, just look at the bright side and try to improve ourselves. We may not good at one thing, but we may good at other things, we just can’t find it yet. Be grateful for what we have and for who we are and we can always smile:) May be one day, when we wake up from bed, there’s something really great happen to us, someday, who knows? No one knows. I guess I have wrote all the things that I want to say for today. And I’m very tired to write anymore of words. That’s all for today. Chill:DDD 

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WHERE NO ONE KNOWS

I really need to go somewhere where I can find peace and comfort. There’s a lot of things that I have to think and consider. I need to free my mind from everything that bothering me. Life in the city is too hectic for me. I miss the smell of flora. I love to feel the breeze of a small village where there is silence and no pollution. I need to go somewhere where no one knows me so that I can have sometime alone. The thing is I don’t have any car or other transport to go there. Could someone just take me there?

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MYSELF, LIFE, LOVE AND FRIENDSHIP

I was born to the world with my first loudest cry on 18th November 1994. My name Nur Farah Najihah was given by my two angles that is my “Mama and AYAH”. I am proud of my name:) I’m just an ordinary girl who’s still searching for the meaning of life. The world is an adventurous journey which is full of ‘UPS’ and ‘DOWNS’.There is a lot of consequences and i don’t know if I can excel in life but i will never give up. I guess I still have a lot to learn. To me, life is colourful. It contains love, adventure, joy and there’s a lot more of words that can describe about life but I can only think of these three words. How pathetic I am:P I have the persons that i love that is my FAMILY and FRIENDS to colour up my empty life and guide me to the right path. Sometimes, things cannot happen as what we expect it to be. I don’t really know what i want to be in the future. My mum wants me to be a doctor and I guess that’s why I study Biology in school. I want to end up as a poetry or a singer because I have a passion on poetry, music and etc. I want the world to know about my stories, my feelings and what’s really going on in my life through poems and songs.  I need to fight for my dreams. I’m just a simple girl who wants to break out and show the world what I can do and who I can be. Nobody’s perfect because no one has a perfect background and life.

            

   I want to make my mama proud of me. To me, she’s my everything. She’s my hero and role model. Yeah, it’s true sometimes we quarrel about somethings. But then I realized that she mad for some reasons. She wants me to have a good life in the future and succeed.

          

                    

I’ve made a lot of friends. But still, I can’t find whats the real meaning of FRIENDSHIP. But I know ‘a good friend, will never left their friends behind’. I have good friends who can accompany me and cheer me up. They can be a good listener and motivator. FRIENDSHIP is like a big ship. Once it sinks, it will be bury. I don’t really believe in ‘Forever Friendship’. I’m still searching for a true friend but I cannot find that person yet.

               

  What can I describe about LOVE? Love is a feeling or emotion that passes by in a person’s life. Love sometimes can be joyful, painful, hopeful but most of the time, love can make every HOMOSAPIENS on this earth to be happy. That’s why people always searching for love because without love, you will end up with loneliness. Love may hurt you but you can be addicted to it. Love can be towards family, friends, a boy or a girl but most important love is the love to GOD because He will always be there for you somewhere, somehow and whenever you need Him. Whenever you feel that there’s no more love in this world, just think of GOD and everything will be just fine.

  That’s all for my introduction, and I will continue writing on the next post^_^

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